Tuesday, 31 December 2013

New year and failed resolution

Hello everyone! Currently writing a sad short story and listening to the band 1975. So it's 2014. I really hate starting a whole new year again because it's like repeating my life and starting school again. I ain't got time for a whole year of school. Well it's my last but still. Wow I can't believe I'll be graduating this year. Last night I slept at 1am which is the earliest time I slept in ages. I didn't celebrate New year eve. I just stayed on Tumblr for the whole day. Feel like a waste but that's my boring life.
So anyways, I remembered I had a new year resolution for 2013. I wonder why people decide to change at the beginning of the year hmmm.

That's my list I wrote nearly a year ago.

Sadly I the only thing I accomplished on the list was get a new phone. Quite sad. It's a good list but I made no effort to complete them. Soooo I'm going to do a new list hahah. Doubt I'll do them but hey worth a shot.

2014:
-Buy a sewing machine (so determined)
-Get 80+ atar
-Get into the Uni I want
-Get a boyfriend
-Become tumblr famous
-Get my life together
-Stand up for myself and friends
-talk more
-be more nice














Tuesday, 24 December 2013

Merry Christmas Everyone

Yay it's Christmas. My christmas spirit goes straight to the internet.



Monday, 7 October 2013

Koi Kaze


Let’s just say that I’ve just finished watching my first incest anime. I honestly don’t know what came over me to watch it but to be honest I’m glad I watched it. I’m the type of person who loves forbidden love because it’s not really cliche or predictable and it gives an exciting feel to it. How did I even find this? well I was searching for a sad anime to watch and because this had a short title. While I’m at that, can I point out how some people have really pussy feelings. I mean I’ve watched most of the sad animes and know which is really sad and meh. Koi Kaze is not that sad, it’s cute. 

So anyway what is Koi Kaze about? It’s a bout a 27 year old BIG man, named Koshiro, who meets this 15 year old girl, named Nanoka. They weren’t aware that in fact they were siblings because their parents got divorce and custody crap. They run into their father and were very shock that they were siblings. So throughout the anime, we see Koshiro struggling his feelings for his sister ever since they first met. Because Nanoka is at that age of liking boys, she falls in love with her brother. 

I find this anime cute. I mean just ignore the sibling part and look at the awkwardness. I’m bursting with feels! I know its wrong and all but I ship them so hard together. I first thought that Koshiro was going to be a handsome guy but woah my expectation was wrong. I wasn’t sure if he was fat or big boned. But damn he was tall and big, like a bear lol. I love the age gap. I just love it ok. I thought it was cute.

This is just a really cute anime, I cannot express it into words. At the beginning of the series, he was a type of person who didn’t give a shit about no one then at the end, it’s heart warming. He was too shy to say he loves Nanoka so as she walks home, he says it. The quote of the anime was “ have you ever loved someone with all your heart?” The answer is a tick, he loves his sister with all his heart and having her by his side is all he needs. 



This was also the first anime I saw of a guy masturbating like wtf, I thought he was crying because tissue and what not. So I was debating whether he was crying or fapping. Well he fapped -.- And that was after sniffing Nanoka’s bra. He was feeling really guilty afterwards so all goods. I like the conflicting feeling he has, because he knows he is wrong and unsure of what to do. lol



I applaud to the creator of Koi Kaze, I don’t know how you did it, but I love how you made it and it didn’t put me off. It could have went wrong and made people hate it but good job, it turn out right and I love it. I would have love a bit more hugging but it’s alright. You know what they all say, better love story than twilight and it’s true. I’m smiling throughout the entire series because it was so cute. haha I think the word cute is overused but that’s the only word I could describe it. Yeah people will think it’s gross but your missing the point. It’s about the struggle within society because it’s consider taboo, worst then being a homosexual. I really don't care if it's incest because I just love forbidden love.

Well I see why someone would considered Koi Kaze sad, it's because the couple know that they could never really be together and that their relationship will never be accepted. The struggle with their feelings is heartbreaking and you kind of feel sorry for them, especially in the final episode, where Nanoka suggested if they'll commit lover's suicide. Koshiro started crying because he really doesn't know what to do since he loves her. Um what else....well I guess the part where Koshiro couldn't face his dad so he apologised in front of the house. Obviously incest will have a big impact to the parents but in the end they never knew. It was kinda the parents fault in the first place. Like seriously, you keep your children separated for years to the point they don't know what each other looks like. If they grew up together this wouldn't happen. 

In the end, Nanako and Koshiro carved their names onto the tree which will be chopped down soon. I guess this is a symbolism that their love wouldn't last since the tree will be gone. That's kinda sad in a way. 

Friday, 2 August 2013

Treenary

Last night I had this really weird dream. Even though it's weird, it was interesting.

I was at Woolworths and me and my brother started hitting each other and people were yelling at my brother for hitting me. I was telling everyone that it was alright but they were still angry. My dad took out his phone and took a picture of me. It was an app called Treenary were you can see you're future. It was new and people didn't really trust it. I can't remember what happpened afterwards but then this girl came up to me screaming, "she died". She showed me her phone and it was a picture of a bloody scene. My dad took out his phone and looked at the app again. He said that I might die next since there was a bloody scene too. I told him it was impossible because I though it ws my brother that might have killed me when we were fighting in the store. Then some shitz happen I can't remember. I was running away from my dad and brother for some reason.

Yea weird ass dream. Too much snap chat for me.

Friday, 26 July 2013

lolita the movie

I know, I know. This will be the last post I'll talk about Lolita. I'm going to be quite honest, I didn't finish the book because I lost interest halfway. I decided to watch the 1997 movie of Lolita.

I did not like it at all.

I got this disgusting feeling like UGH. Humbert was so obsessive. I was legit sort of scared of him. But at the same time, Jeremy Irons (actor for Humbert) was smokin' hot. He's pretty good looking for his age.

What I found weird was that Lo didn't really freak out but played along with Humbert's perverted plans. I know she's slutty and all but jeez gurl show some respect for yourself. She gave in to sex with Humbert ...Ummmm. The thing I hate about movies are time skips. It gives a whole different feel to the movie.



Enough of Lolita. I had to get it off my chest. Besides, lately my posts are on anime and whatever. I wanted to rant but this isn't much of a rant is it?



Sunday, 14 July 2013

I just want to say I have found an anime that I can relate to 1000%. That heroine of the anime so similar to me that it’s not funny. 
It’s the new anime called “It’s your fault that I’m not popular.”

It’s funny because she plays otome games and has dark circles like me. I mean how many anime girl have dark circle. It's as if this anime is based on me or something.




Tuesday, 9 July 2013

Free Otome/visual novel for Android List

What is Otome games? Otome games are games for girls, usually in visual novel form where we can interact with the characters in the game and win their love and what not. (Or AKA I can’t talk to guys in real life :/) So anyways, ever since I got my new phone a few months ago (Samsung Galaxy S Duos), I’ve been obsessed with downloading them Otome games from the play store. I think I downloaded most of the free one. Well I shall do a review on them all. Stay tune for new otome/visual novel updates. Written in grey is the plot
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updated 11/11/14
Mistress Contract


There are three different stories to this otome game. 
1. Mistress Contact: In order to save the family's factory, the heroine becomes a mistress for a handsome businessman, who is cold and has a grunge against your brother.
2. Marriage for revenge: You want to avenge your grandfather so you arranged into a marriage with a prince-like businessman.
3. Fake Fiance, Fake marriage: A completely fake marriage and fake marriage life.

I've started with Mistress contract and so far I really really hate it. First thing first, the main protagonist (you) is a weak dumb bitch and it makes me cringed so much at her stupidity. The fact that she doesn't know how to run a business even to the fact that she doesn't even know what product the factory produces makes me laugh. She falls for the main guy of the story, Eric, who is an asshole so far, and I just want to punch her in the face because it's so obvious that he is a pretending to be nice to see if she is a cheap woman. I'm sick of cold guys in otome games like piss off, ain't nobody got time to win you over and from the looks of this, it'll be a long development until he changes. I just can't do this anymore. It's so hard to continue, knowing that she gives herself to him and is forever dumb and weak. 


There is still hope for this app. The other two stories are so much better. I'm hooked onto them that I can't stop playing. In a breif note, overall I'm in love with it! Shouldn't have started with
Eric because bleh. Now I can rate this

7.5/10


updated 25/3/14
Don't take it personally, babe, it just ain't your story
The visual novel surround the perspective of a high school teacher name John Rook dealing with his student's drama. He has the ability to read their private message on their social media. At first when I played it, the art was strangely familiar to  Koyonplete inc. Such a strange title for a visual novel but the more you get into the game the more the title makes sense in a way. The choices in the visual novel doesn't do much effect to the story line. Let just say the tree branch is limited. The only one that kind of has minor effect is when one student, Adriana, confesses to John Rook. You can either accept her or decline. Yes I accepted. Go on, judge me. Anyway, this by far has to be the least cliche visual novel I ever played. It involves the theme of sexual orientation, death (kind of), modern day teenage drama, illegal relationship and identity. I wouldn't say I like the script of the Visual novel but lets face it, that's how we talk. Why is it called D.T.I.P.B.I.J.A.Y.S? Each student is in the world of their own and John Rook is really just a minor character in their lives but this is his perspective. Therefore their drama, their life, their story.
7.5/10







updated 2/7/14
It's our secret
 This otome game is fairly similar in terms with the step-brother conflict drama.  You have a one year contract to marry your step-brother for inheritance. Crazy right? It was in the father's will for them to marry each other. The further you get the better the stories are. I don't mind the heroine's personality because she is hardworking and independent which I love <3
I'm up to Edward's 4th story and I'm so in love with him. Each story has 3 endings, if you have enough love points then you can read all of them. I suggest get enough love points because with the titles of the endings, you don't know which ending is good or bad. There's a Kevin story coming out soon and I'm pretty excited because I adore him so much for having a one-sided love for the heroine after all these years. Anyways, in terms of animation, very attractive ;)

8.5/10



Get Dumped
Michi, who is a fairly average girl, has the perfect boyfriend (Arashi) every girl wants. That is until he dumped her. She asks for one last date and aims to find out why he dumped her. Another visual novel from Visualnovels.nl. The same one that made Sleepless night and Witch Spell. That's enough reason for me to start playing because I liked those two and so far this is pretty interesting. So I finished all the endings and I enjoyed it but at the same time I didn't. All the endings were getting dumped. I thought at least one ending Michi and her boyfriend work things out but noooo. She's a tad clingy and seriously she needs to know that she deserves better. Arashi is so plain in terms of personality, don't know what the girls go crazy for.
It can be frustrating getting the endings so find a walkthrough. I liked the art and music, it makes it more enjoyable . 
7/10






Updated 3/1/14
Man with Pearl Earring
This visual novel is very very interesting *wink* It's made from the one and only Koyonplete, who makes great visual novel/otome games. Now I just started reading it and from the first few sentence, I knew I had to add it to my review. This is the first visual novel I read that is erotic. It's literally like reading a fan fiction. It surprised me because I thought it'll be mild content with just kissing. You are a art student who came across an older man looking for an art model



Sneak peak of what's it's going to be like.


I haven't completed it yet so I can't rate it. But so far so steamy.



Mote Mote
Well Mote Mote should sound familiar, I wrote a story version for it. It was my first Otome game I played. The story plot is around the heroine (you), who has to choose between three guys who like her. There’s the class captain, the childhood friend and a transfer student.
The animation is alright and the translation has improved a bit. What I don’t like is that I have to play the game over again to see the other routes and it does tend to get a bit boring. It takes maybe around 30 minutes to read through and there are very few choice selection. You need internet connection to play Mote Mote. Of course my favourite is Syo. He is mysterious and has an interesting personality. If someone like him appear in my life, Ohhhh runaway baby.
7/10



Pure Love
Pure Love is about a heroine (you) who just entered into a modeling agency, where she meets the famous boy band called Pure Love. You get to choose which character to start with and once you finished the route, you get to choose another. Each route is different with different lines except the prologue. It took me weeks to finish one route because you get only 5 hearts per day and once you use it all up, you have to wait 24 hours to continue or you can pay money. I’m cheap, so I waited. I only ended up playing one route and a half because the game took a while to load and I got bored of the story line. You also get very few choice selection. Even though I got bored, the characters were charming and interesting. You need internet connection to play.
6.5/10



Love Academy 
Love academy is about a heroine (you) who just started high school. There she meets guys with their own great talent. Each route is different depending on the guy you choose. The story is very interesting and it gets you hooked. You get 20 koyon per day and once you use it up, you have to wait for 24 hours or just buy more to continue. The animation of the characters are so cute and handsome. I started with Haku because Dammnnnn he looks fine haha. My fave is Takumi. I just love him because he is self-less and cares so much for the heroine. His story nearly made me cry.
8/10



Love Academy (Yaoi)
Hello girls, this is probably a treat if you’re into boys love or yaoi. It’s from the same company that made Love Academy. You’re still the heroine of the story but you’re not really important in it. It’s about Jun, who is Takumi’ s younger brother (If you play the first game then you will know that Takumi is the heroine’s childhood friend), who just came to Japan and about to start high school. Yes the Yaoi is around him. I was expected it to be full on butt sex but it’s just kisses and hugs. Oh well...It’s still super cute! The concept is just like L.A, you get 20 Koyon per day. I liked the first route I played. I’ve only played one route because I’m busy and all.
8/10



Forbidden Love (unforgivable couple)
The story line is very interesting. After the heroine (you)’s mother gets remarry to a millionaire. The heroine started to live in the mansion where she meets her step-brother (mike). I love the whole forbidden theme here and I especially love the love triangle. There’s two ending where you decide to be with mike or the heroine’s friend. This first story took me about nearly a month to finish because you get 5 tickets per day. It’s quite annoying at how much quick you can use up the ticket then wait for 24 hours to get 5 tickets again or you can just buy more tickets. I love how suspense it is and the whole drama involved. . I also don’t like the dialogue of them heroine, it’s mostly “thats...” “what?” or whatever it was. She’s so speechless and stupid. Well that's like the first story, she improves later on. Since I started with Mike and he has 8 stories, I'm so attached to him like I can't enjoy the other routes especially Johannes. 
The animation for the guys are quite handsome I have to agree.  Overall, I love the drama and forbidden theme. It's frustrating how I have to wait everyday! The story is so good, I can't wait!!!

Update:
 I have been meaning to do this ASAP but got lazy. So the game has added more guys and stories to play. 
-Mike Jones (8 stories)
-Johannes (3 stories)
-Tom Nicholson (That older man that wanted to marry you at the very beginning of mike's story)
-Ryan Mchenry (The flower shop manager)
-Matthew Smith (Another older brother)
 -Robert Phillip (Butler)
-William Taylor (business man)
-Jack Taylor (doctor and William older brother)

 8.5/10




Witch Spell
I really enjoyed reading/ playing Witch Spell because it's relaxing and fun to play. The story revolves around Akari, a girl who has a crush on her senpai named Jun (Senpai notice me!!! LOL). Her friend, Hisato tells her some  fake spells to do to make Jun fall in love with her. The animation and music is really cute! It’s a quick game to finish, it takes about 20-30 minutes to finish. It’s completely free, no internet needed to play. There’s two ending and it’s easy to play. Here’s a tip, the choice selection where Jun asks Akari “Do you have a boyfriend?” depending on what you pick that’s how it’s going to end.
8.5/10



Days of Divine
Just recently played this last night and I just love it. I finished the first route and now onto my second. It’s about a shrine maiden named Biyu. There’s been a strange mist going around the village and it is believed that the God Senri is not pleased. There are 3 routes in the game and , I have to start all over just to see the different routes. Each route ends with a different guy, who are all quite charming and cute. The story is very interesting along with the characters and great music. The company needs to make more Otome games like this because I just love it. It’s completely free and no need for internet connection. My favourite character is Senri because bad boy hottie.
9/10




Nice Day
This is a very short visual novel. It took me 10 minutes to finish. It’s about a boy name Davis who meets this girl name Rachel on the bus. I was reading the reviews before I downloaded and most of them were about how sad the ending was which bought a tear to their eyes. Um I don’t think so. I didn’t think it’ll be this short. Yes it is sad but not that sad. I was expecting someone to die or something. The story is nice and simple to read if you want to sit back and relax. I'm not a big fan of a single screen where the words are all over the place but you can think of it as a book.
6.8/10





Sleepless Night
Haru and you are doing some homework then all of a sudden there's a blackout. You go to sleep but then wake up and don't see Haru anywhere and you are locked in your room.
I was really hesitated to  download sleepless night because it was horror but when I did, it was actually pretty good. I was bracing myself for scary parts and made the volume low. There were 10 endings and 9 of them ended where I died. I got really frustrated. I had to use a walk through cheat just to get the true ending. It was an interesting visual novel with great suspense.

7/10






Moonlight walk
Moonlight walk is about a guy who was taking pictures of the moon on the beach and he met this girl. 
This was a very cute visual novel. It was sad at the same time. It was so interesting, each of the three endings. Even though it was a quick visual novel, I actually loved it.  I was scared when the girl appeared out of no where but then it made sense. I won't spoil it, you have to play it. lol eff that shit I'll spoil it. Mary is a ghost that appears every full moon. Depending on what you chose, you can either not see her again, help her rest in peace or be with her until you die.

7/10



Nanolife
Nanolife is about a boy who was playing a online game on a rainy day. The game was pretty short and when I first played, I thought it'll be like an adventure visual novel. Well it is but it was too short! I was pretty disappointed how it ending so soon. But it's from the creator as Days of Divene, so the animation/ music is great.

6/10






This is where I want to die
This visual novel is a sad/tragedy where the main character is dying and is recollecting the moments that happen before they die. This is so amazing how I got mind fucked at the end. It's not cliche as other visual novel so go play it! The ending will make you go "oh now it makes sense." or "what?" It's just shadow figures but it's smart how they did it, so at the end it's a surprise.

8/10





Reaching out
Rody reaches out to Cecile, and changes as he gets to know more about her. The moral of the visual novel is to stop bullying and get to know the person first. It's a pretty cute story and the characters are lovable, especially Cecile because you sort of feel sorry for her because she gets bullied. Rody is kinda hot, like bad boy helping girl is cute.

8/10




The Vestibule
Well this is about Gale who took this train ride to meet someone special. On the train he talks to two people. No one has the time and they all seem to have problems. This visual novel is such a loop. The first time I finished, I really didn't like it, so I tried to play again but then I couldn't finish because it was a loop. I just couldn't finish it. Tried all the options and still stuck. The only reason is because the red head girl, I didn't want her to get involved because what a slut. The first ending was me and her, ( I'm going to guess she was dtf) and I oppose because Gale was suppose to propose to his special one.

5.5/10







a2 due
When Sona's dad passed away, he gave her his orchestra. She then meets a man name Hao, who doesn't speak english. Hao is determined to get the orchestra into the best while all Sona wants to do is slack off.  I love this visual novel. Great story plot and music. I can tell a lot of work was place into creating this visual novel. It's just lovely. I'm obsessed with "we are legend' by Gerald Ko. It's such a lovely song. A2  also teaches you a bit of Chinese as there is a glossary once you completed all three endings. Isn't that cool? It's educational. Once you finish the three endings, you can re play it to see the translation for what Hao's been saying and it makes so much sense. Wish there was a bit more romance. 

9/10








Love blossom extended
Love Blossom extended focusses on a love triangle between a girl and her two friends(Yuji and Shinichi.) But who will Miyuu pick? I thought it was kind of cliche on the love triangle between friends. This otome game challenged me in a way because I was stuck on the bad endings so I had to read walk throughs. I actually don't like the character drawing because....well you tried. Anyways it's one of those cliche story where someone confesses and you suddenly like them? um ok
quick update : I unlocked a new character! It's the teacher like ahhhhh fangirling because it's my fantasy. Things got more interesting with the teacher like OMG too cute. I love how the teacher's name is  Daisuke Tanaka! I kept thinking about my favourite seiyu Daisuke Ono! XD
Anyways, this game has 8 endings or something.

7/10





School Festival
From the same company as Love Blossom Extended, School festival revolves around Nitta Miyuki. The setting is around the school festival and Miyuki's love life. To be honest this game frustrates me the first time I played. I needed to read the walk through. What I hate is the calendar. Why is that relevant? If I chose the wrong place to go, then it becomes a bad ending. Sometimes there are loops and I can't even. I hate how I have to start over again to see the other endings like it takes me 1 hour or so to get through. Besides from those negatives, what I like is the plot. Last night, I was trying to get to Senpai's route but damn Kidou cockblocks like a pro. Oh I fangirled at one scene where Miyuki was half asleep and (I'm going to assume that the teacher is the same in Love Blossom Extended), she was like " Is this the true ending?" lol the True ending for Tanaka sensei. Anyway, I'm going off track. To be honest I don't hate the game because it's quite cute and all.
update: Finally finish all the guys ending plus extras. wow did I get so frustrated because of the wrong route and having to restart, which is a pain in the ass because it gets boring reading the same thing over.
6.6/10



Broken hearted
The story revolves around 9/11 and the tragedy of losing love ones and friends. The story focuses on Nat as he struggles with the loss of his girlfriend, Heather. We see Nat's flashback of his elementary life where he first meets Heather.  Quite a sad visual novel as it was a real eye opener. I was hoping deep down that Heather would make it alive but she didn't. It's quite sad because the 9/11 anniversary was recent and I didn't realise the pain of losing someone close. The story was quite sad because Nat was going to propose to Heather on 9/11 but didn't expect the accident to happen.  I actually like the music, it was quite up beat I guess. I got a horrid feeling after finishing it to be honest.

7/10
This was the only picture I could find.




So that’s it for now. Also if you’re wondering, yes I did try out those voltage, inc Shall we date Otome games. Don’t be fool, it’s not completely free. It’s only the prologue that’s free. 
Also there are some I tried, (not going to name them) which are literally so boring I could not finish them. I don't want to give a bad review so I'm not going to add. There was one that I tried and there was a bug and it was lagging. So annoying.

Friday, 5 July 2013

Oh la la couple

So I just recently finished watching this korean drama called 'Oh la la couple'. I just have to share it!

Okay so firstly, I was watching Innocent man and there was an ad of oh la la couple. It looked funny and interesting and plus I know two of the actor.

This drama made me cry and laugh. Like seriously what is that all about? One minute I'm laughing out laugh than crying about how sad it is.

The plot is generally around this couple (Na Yeo Ok & Go Soo Nam), who are getting a divorce because Soo Nam (the husband) is a massive bitch who treats his wife like a slave while also having an affair. After they got a divorce, their souls swap. During this time, they begin to understand and learn about things they didn't know about each other.

The actress is excellent because the way she portrayed the character, we could see and feel the pain she is going through. I cried when she cried about founding out about the affair. It gave  me chills! I felt so sorry for her.



I literally fangirled when Han Jae Suk who plays as Jang Hyun Woo appears. Yea I know he's like 40 but whatever! He's still handsome for his age! I loved him in Glass Slipper. Now apparently everyone was disappoited at the end because Yeo Ok and Hyun woo didn't end up together even though it's the cutest couple ever! Everyone needs to relax. Soo Nam really changed half way through the drama. He now cares more for his ex wife and dumped his mistress ( who was annoying as fuck). I felt sorry for him tbh. He tried his best to win back his wife. I did go for Hyun woo because his so cute!!!!!!!



Ok lets talk more about Hyun Woo. His character is so lovable and rare in a guy. He was Yeo Ok first love since they were kids. He got cancer and had to leave her, lying about not loving her anymore. After 12 years, he survived the cancer. He's still unmarried bacause he's still in love with Yeo Ok. That's cute! I love his loyalty.  I love men who won't love another woman and stay loyal. In the end, you could probably blame the son because he told Hyun Woo that his parents are still in love with each other, so that made Hyun woo break up with Yeo Ok. He's so un-selfish.  Let me also point out that the actor also didn't get the girl in Glass Slipper lol.

But hey Shin Hyun-Joon who plays the husband is one of the actor I've watched in other dramas. This is my third drama I've watched where he's in it. First it was Stair way to heaven then Cain and Abel. He's such a great actor. I swear he doesn't age or something.










Wednesday, 19 June 2013

Been quite lazy lately, like seriously haven't blogged for nearly a month. Just a quick update.

I'm just super excited to say I finally got my hand on lolita :D yay I thought I would never find the book. I seriously love the style of writing. It's so different to books I usually read. It's sort of like a poem. I love how the way the Author writes it. We don't hate Humbert Humbert (the main character) even thought what he does is bad. I'm half way through the book because seriously I'm lagging. The words are like size 10 font or something that's why it's taking me a while to get through the book. Part of me don't want to finish it because I know the ending isn't happy. 

Nearly a week till my birthday and I decided not to do anything. My mum asked me where I want to eat for my birthday well to be honest I don't want to go anywhere. I'll never be happy on my birthday no matter what so yea might as well do nothing. 
I don't get the point of saying 'Happy birthday'. Am I suppose to be celebrate the day I was born? Um it's just a normal day... I don't hear people saying 'Happy 1 day old day'. Ugh I just hate my birthday. Especially last year one ew. Spend my birthday in my room all day. I don't care about it anymore. I used to think it's a big deal but it's not.


Monday, 27 May 2013

Thursday, 23 May 2013

I did it again....drifted off drawing instead of studying but hey it's pretty nice <3

Monday, 20 May 2013

lolita

I was really bored so I went on google and search for the list of best seller books. I went and scrolled through the list and I came across a book title Lolita ( I thought lolita means little girls that dress gothic)  and it looks interesting. I clicked on it and read what it was about.
You know what? I feel disgusted because I want to read it. It has a whole forbidden and lewd written on it. Yea wow I'm that disgusting.

Lolita was written by Vladimir Nabokov in the 50's. Let me summarise it. Pedophile. Oh but the plot on the wikipedia didn't even use the word Pedophile. It just said the middle aged guy had a thing for young girls or nymphet which is an actual word for attractive and sexually mature young girls and I didn't know there was even a word for it because the word slut pretty sums it up. 
So yea it's about a relationship between a 12 year old girl and a middle aged guy. Now I'm not into these kind of these things but this is forbidden and I'm into that. Now because it was written in the 50's, I thought it was alright for an much older guy to be with a young girl but nope. I probably don't know my history. 
Usually in these kind of situation, a girl won't accept a pedo but the girl who the guy calls Lolita, doesn't mind being in a sexual relationship with him. Let me remind you, she is 12 and sexually active. 
This guy is really obsessed which is scary. Lol it sounds like I finished the book but I haven't even read it.

Ok I don't know this book is messed up in it's own way.

This is my reaction while reading the plot and disappointed ending. 


Sunday, 12 May 2013

Mother's day

So really, I didn't see my mum all day because I was over at my friend's house doing bloody maths assignment. When I got home which was about 6 pm ish.  My mum was in a really bad mood and all which I felt was an bad time to give my present but I did anyways because my brother was in the same room and he didn't buy her anything. Here's how the convo went:
(We spoke in viet btw but I'll translate it)

Me: Mum?
Mum (in bad mood): What?
Me: This is for mother's day. (holds her the necklace)
Mum: Aww you'll do this for me?
Mum to my brother: Why didn't you get me anything?
Bro: Because no one ever buys me anything
Mum: I'm just so happy even if she buys me a spoon I'll still be happy.
Me in my head: Mwahahah u mad bro?


So yea that's how it went

Friday, 10 May 2013

My mother's day gift for my mum

From Louisa. I can't afford Pandora but at least the thought counts <3

My Pen is huge

Wooo! Had so much fun today. The excursion to the fricken city has to be the best so far. Took the train, which was weird because the school usually hires a bus but whatever, the train is 100% cooler. It was a retail excursion where we had to see how the employees communicate with the customers but mostly, we just went shopping. Yea sad thing was most of the stores were designer brand and luxury. Couldn't afford a  thing except urban clothes like supre :'( It was depressing to walk past a cute blouse that costs $55 and all I had in my wallet was $30. I got my mum a mother's day gift which was from Louisa, a necklace. The thing I love the most was that the mall had free wifi like are you kidding me? I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!

Like seriously, it was an eye opener experience. It was the first time I saw stores like Peter Alexander, Louis Vuitton, Pandora etc. So amazing. You know what else was amazing? hot guys like staph.



They're in a band called Everything After. Click here for the facebook link. Their voices were incredible.


I'm so weird, I can't even ask for a pic so I had to sneak one. Lol I think he saw me (0///0)
I had a derp face so yea...Oh and also I wanted to take a sneak shot with the guy in the blue shirt. He was so cute!! Jeez I sound like a pervert stalker.


It's Harrison from the voice australia!!! He's so cute with his smile. I swear he looks better in real life then in the picture.

Afterwards went to the apple store to see the customer service there lol Nah I just rather use the free wifi thx. It was an amazing day to remember. 

My day got ruined by my jerk brother and dad like seriously eff off. They full go saying how I'm dumb and all like WTF??!! My dad expects me to know how a bloody train station works like seriously? I'm not even allow to catch a train by myself and he full expects me to know how much a ticket cost. Piss off! Unreasonable people. Far out, especially in the morning when he was dropping me off to the station, he  said to the other fag, "She's so stupid, doesn't even know which side of the station she's suppose to be. Blah Blah Blah she's so stupid." Bloody old man! he thinks words don't hurt or something?? I full got teary and I didn't want to be sad on an excursion. I swear, he's so sexist. Not just him. You heard of father like son? Yes, my brother is also sexist. Yea I think I'm just putting my anger in this post. Alright I won't go into detail how sexist they are because really this is about my excursion not them.


Got this at typo hahahah! Yesh that smexy blue towel




Transparent Sexy Pink Heart